HOW'S LIFE

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

HOW'S UR LIFE? 

FINE, EVERYTHING IS FINE.

ARE U SURE?

YEAH, SURE.
yet deep in there 

you know its not fine.

something is just wrong somewhere.

HAVE U EVER THOUGHT

what is life

why did you live

for whom

have u ever thought of it?

as a teenage

is fun define life

or is it freedom

whats defines life

after all, it is up to u

YOLO they said

then should u do everything

even if its bad

or u just should do

all the good deeds

YOLO they said

have u ever thought of it?

im having a bad day

why should i live

bye

suicide

im gonna die anyway

then why did u live at the first place

have u ever thought of it?

no never why should i thought that

take a moment and find the answer

find the reason of your existance in this world

make it worth

only then the rainbow appears

have u ever thought of it?

yes always wonder whats the answer for that

still can't figure it out

there must be a reason 

try harder, think harder

because in your life

no matter what the reason is

YOU'RE THE MAIN ACTOR OF YOUR LIFE.

LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

SPM

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Hi, 

result is out few days ago, that's mean I'm going to take another big steps in life, college. wow how time flies so fast. I've gone through so much, the urge for getting straight A is huge, but Allah is the best planner. logically I'm just an average student straight A is kind of impossible. Sitting in the hall, looking and hearing every each of your friends name called by the teacher, which means they get a perfect flying colors for their result. What else should you expected and hoped? Oh, how I wish I could be one of them obviously. I really do, making my parents proud like their's is like the most ultimate reason why I really do. The fact that I'm not one of them tears me apart, the fact that I couldn't make my parents as proud as their parents broke my heart (insert heart broken emoticons)

But still, Alhamdulillah for my result. Mom and dad were so supportive, they even come to school on that day. I can't wait to see what am I going to go through next phase of life. me and my "follow the flow" won't changed. I don't even know whether I will continue with my passion in chemistry or I'm going to continue in medic as mom hoped or even something else. When the time is there, I'll put my whole faith in it, and I'm not going to give up, one day I will definitely makes my parents proud. That is a must. 

There must be a reason for this, 

Allah must have the best plan out of all. 

let just follow the flow,

spm is not everything 

its just a starting of a new phase of life

"everyone have their own happy ending."

till next time, see ya! xx

PERFECTLY FINE

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

we're one

trying so hard to make everything right

after all, everything goes wrong

me with my own path and you with yours

deep inside we know it

the one keep pretending to be strong

the one who keep being happy 

even though the heart hurt a lot

the one who does not have the faith 

the one who always cried secretly

being torn apart without anyone else know

you, you know it or

did you also deceived by her acting?

like everyone else?

nobody's perfect

but you're imperfectly perfect fit for her

being far from you 

why can't you see?

knowing every single inch of you

understand you

being there for you

ups and downs is must

if she stays, why don't you stay?

letting go is easier then holding on

and there's she

broken into pieces letting you go

and let you be happy 

with someone 'yours'