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Dec 31, 2015

my 2015

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم




Assalamualaikum,
Finally 2015 has come to the end. my 2015 is the best year ever out of the past 17 years that I've gone through. everything is just so good. more then half of my wishlist is done. being surrounded with such a supportive family, great friends and all of the positive vibes from everyone. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah. 

What is that so good about your 2015?

let me told you, in 2015 I've finished my school! tak tak bukan itu yang seronok, habis spm tu yang best tu. like finally, spm is the officially the end, the biggest examination out of 11 years sekolah tu. takkan, takkan la tak seronok? walaupun susah I've done my best. I'm striving for straight A. In sya allah, doa-doakan lah? terima kasih hihi
Next is I finally got my confidence and no more insecure, insecure is okay, nothing wrong with it but i tend to over-insecure about myself back then. so yah and also i'm an average and more to stupid kind of student in school before this, suddenly miracle happens i'm not stupid anymore. ok that's a lie, I work so hard for myself, I study hard no more last minute revision no more playing in the class sort of things like that. I achieved what I want in studies. As I told before, I'm more to stupid then clever even though I'm an average student. Did you get what I'm trying to say? So yes, what I achieved is not that excellent but so much better then before. Conclusion I'm proud of myself. bukan riak gais, just telling what I thought of myself. cewah gituu. My point for others is out of so many things in the world just put a little trust in yourself, believes yourself. But jangan over confident pula, lek-lek je ok. In my point of view, I would like to thanks everyone else that always believes me and help me a lot especially my dear friends, u know who u are. the one who always come and said "aku tau kau boleh" "tak payah takut" "everything's going to be alright" "prove them wrong" "kau mesti boleh" "kuat la sikit una" "jangan lembik" flashback everything thank you so much, u gurls is my backbone. I had my girls behind my back, through ups and downs for the whole year. I would seriously take a bullet for them. Every single one of them had different personality and different reasons for me to adore them, I'm telling the fact but somehow rasa geli pulak hahahahahaha how can I not love 2015 when I had them in my 2015 ndfknioevbfbrebuenmdkwoadmsndfindsmjdasl they are so important for me, as important as my family.

Family? they're perfect. I don't even know how to describe. Papa, mama, adik-adik, everyone in my fam is just so supportive,thanks? hehehe and and and going to Japan for the homestay program is also something that makes my year so fun, host family, cute twins, new friends, travel to Japan without family, meeting new people is dope okay. I couldn't ask more and guess what my 2015 is amazing. 
Knowing that 2015 is my last year of school is kinda sad a liltle bit. 

Ups and down is a must,
I choose to look at the positive side
instead of negative
2015 will be missed!!